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Happy New Year

2010-01-02T22:01:00.002+08:00

Time flies!!! I bidded goodbye to 2009 in the hospital with QF, SL and Ana as QF was hospitalised on 31st Dec morning when I send her to the hospital on 30th Dec nite.. What a way to welcome 2010!!!! I suddenly felt alot after QF got admitted into the hospital!!! Its not where you celebrate this yearly affair.. Its about everyone being healthy!!! As the saying goes! Health is Wealth.. I think I had finally understood the meaning. I have finally uploaded the xmas eve pic on facebook. Now I am left with the pics we took in DBLO!!! That was the last night of the year's clubbing session with all the khakis!!!

I promise I will upload them soon and at the same time do up my 2010 resolution!!! Been running in and out of the hospital and seriously do not have the time to do all these! Gonna put on my thinking cap and start working on my 2010 resolution!!! Have you done yours? If not better be fast!!! Or do you think you need to review some of the goals? Think about it folks!!!

Fresh new start with new blog skin

2009-12-26T16:37:00.002+08:00

Thanks to my best cousin, my new blog skin is up and running...
I will start my entry soon so as to not let her effort go to waste.
Next I need to fix my tagboard and start my entry..
Its almost a year since I start posting and writing blog.. Need some time to get back the momentum..

2009-01-26T03:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!

GONG XI FA CAI!!!

HUAT AH!!!!

2008-12-31T16:48:00.002+08:00

Someone texted me this morning "enjoy the last of 2008". I start ponder a bit.. Do I really enjoy the year? Thinking back what have I done the entire year? What did I achieve? What have I not done enough? Where and what went wrong that causes things not turning out to be what it should be..

A new chapter a new beginning awaiting to embrace me with the biggest, warmest hug! There is nothing I cant bear to let go.. I just want to put away the past.. I will not carry this baggage to 2009.. Goodbye 2008.. Whatever is gone will remain as learning and memories be it happy, sad or with injury. I look forward to a greater 2009 to walk the my journey with the people who heart me and likewise I heart them..

My 2009 resolution
1. Take bus/train to work every morning
2. Complete all my modules by August 09
3. Spend more time with families and friends
4. Spend less and save more
5. Cut down on smoking (impossible to quit)
6. Keep my heart free from hate, my mind free from worry
7. Live simple, expect
8. Be less temperamental
9. Always remember two things. Don’t take any decisions when angry. Don’t make any promises when happy.

May the way that lies ahead be lit with sunny gleams and prove to be the road to fulfillment on your dreams.May it lead you to the place where lost hopes are restored, where love is true and life is good and faith has its reward.May the year ahead be the year for you!!!

I wished I were a cell in your blood, so I would be sure I was somewhere in your heart.

Merry Xmas

2008-12-25T23:01:00.002+08:00

Hohoho.. Before the clock strike 12mn I better do a quick update..

Merry Christmas to all.. It was a rainy Christmas eve.. But i believe all of us enjoyed the night with our love ones.. Those who went for the BBQ thanks for being there and sharing the joy and laughter together..

Now i am looking forward to 2009.. Hopefully a better year.. Now no mood to update leh.. I will update over the weekends.. Got some long due pic haven load but actually loaded all in fb le lah.. hahaa..

Trio dinner

2008-12-20T16:43:00.002+08:00

Gonna have dinner with my besti and also SF for pre-xmas dinner and x-change.. lol.. I believe tonight's dinner is going to be a fantastic dinner with the nice ambience and food.. Will upload more pics when i am back tonight..

breakdown

2008-11-06T12:14:00.002+08:00

I'm losing faith in situation i'm in and things that I do..

Well I guess its just another down time where i had that mood swing again!

I hope to keep the faith while I walk the path to reach the stars!

You love someone, but you like someone else

Your minds speaks, but your heart denies...

Someone listens, but someone else comforts...

Someone prays, but someone else consoles...

Someone says, but someone else's actions speak...

Someone laughs, but someone else understands...

Someone just tells, but someone else makes you do...

Someone is there, but someone you want is not...

You search for someone in someone else...

Is this a beginning of Love, or is it the end?

A time comes in life when you think what love really is?

What you think is love, or is it something else?

more photofunia

2008-10-27T16:56:00.004+08:00

Hey hey.. Happy Depavali to all... How did u spend ur holiday? I came home in the morning at 6am from St James powerhouse, dragonfly and Nana... Not too bad.. Enjoyed my last clubbing session before I settled down for my report and revision for mid term... Gonna start my report in a while.. Just wanna steal some time to pen down some tots..

Was chatting with D on msn and he was telling me that his doggie left him today and he was really upset and couldnt accept cos it is just like a daughter to him... He couldnt accept the fact that his beloved doggie just left that way and he tells me perhaps it is better cos doggie will not feel that pain anymore! This bought back memories of granny.. Bought back the times when we see her in such great pain when she was still alive.. I guessed I can never experience the kinda pain she gone through but I know granny is a strong women when his husband left him.. She takes good care of us when we were young.. Its been more than 1.5 years but she has seens then live in my heart and was never gone.. Its just that I never get to touch her and see her again! At this instant, i'm tearing cos I miss u granny... I wanna hear u telling me u are well and happy in heaven watching all of us...

Some more picture uploaded from photofunia

I will always speak from the heart

I will speak every word as our last

I shall have no further regrets

When someone I love has passed

PhotoFunia

2008-10-26T16:49:00.003+08:00

I am back with some nice pictures.. Haha.. Actually some of these pictures have been posted before liaoz lah.. Just with some edit from http://www.photofunia.com/

Give it a try if you have time.. Fun and its a IN thing now!!! haha.. Really lazy to upload my Hong Kong Trip picture here le. Anyway its on Facebook for a long time..

I'm gonna admit that I have been sOOoooo super busy recently.. Been a month since I sit down to blog le... Been busy with the audit and launching of some new system, spend a lot of time.. Since I am back from Hong Kong I haven been able to really rest well and as usual I fall sick again.. Sry.. Wondering if its because i am getting older and body is weaker le... Or perhaps really burnt out.. School assignments are really killing me for the past few weeks in addition to all the work from office.. Finally completed 2 group assignment and 1 individual assignment.. One more group assignment and mid-term test to go before final exams! Guess what I am left with only one month to prepare for exam.. This semester seems short.. No time for alot of stuff and catching up with all my frenz.. After exam in Dec, I'm gonna make sure I plan my time well so that I can catch up with my frenz.. lol..

Ok whats next! Oh my Friday program!!! Hmmm... Initial plan was to go Night Safari but due to the unforeseen whether we decided to have a plan B where we can eat and talk.. Had dinner at ECP Tung Lok and drinks at some chill out place there with my classmates.. As we are walking along the park we decided to settle down at this particular pub so 8 of us walked in.. Drink menu comes.. Dont have the beer that we wanted, so another fren suggested the other pub where the Hoe Garden is on tap so more clear.. So we chiong out of the place.. Then walk to the other pub.. Scarly all of them went in and left 3 of us smoking outside and talking... After smoking while heading in we saw the 6 of them walking out and leaving the place.. Sid was telling me the place do not have the ambience to drink.. Shit!! So "ma lu" right. Walk in and out from 2 pubs within 10 mins.. Best part is we couldnt find any other "better" place to go so we went back to the 1st pub.. When we are about to order the drinks there is this waiter that came and say "a you all are back"! OMG!!! So pai seh.. And he say he can recognise all of us!!! We were like... hmmm ok!!! hahaha... But still overall it was a nice outing and we had a good time laughing away...

Tonight another party awaiting for me at St James!!! haha.. Got so many assignments undone.. Mid term test next week and I have yet started preparing and here i am going to St James tonight!! No choice lah..Already promised Cal I will be there and if I don go he will sure kill me de.. Go awhile then come back rest.. Tml need to start my revision le.. If tonight got take alot of picture then i will post online again!

Guys enjoy ur holidays!!! Muackz!!!

cousin wedding dinner

2008-09-29T00:30:00.003+08:00

Yawnz.. I am so tired.. no time to upload all the HK pic into the bloggie... will do it some other dae le.. was trying to do my report then again no time.. aiya my head got too many thing le.. just came back from my cousin wedding dinner not long and so funni lor.. all the oldies were drunk.. lol.. lucky i didnt sit with them if not tml sure cannot make it to work. The F1 have given me a big headache... need to take train and walk a long distant from cityhall.. no bus to take must pack sardine with some many ppl on the train.. sianz.. tml need to reach office on time cos big boss coming... going to bed le.. night night.. muacks..

Stuck in Hong kong airport

2008-09-23T00:41:00.002+08:00

Guess what!! I'm so screwed now!!! Was suppose to fly back to Singapore this evening at 8.15pm and WE MISSED OUR PLANE! Damn it.. When we reaches the gate, it was closed and the crew did not let us in even thought the plane have yet take off!!! DAmn screwed!!!!
The service in Hong Kong is really lousy plus all the services that I have been getting since dae one when i alight was not pleasant at all.. I dont think i would like to come back to Hong Kong again! We need to re-book the flight ticket (= waste more money!)and now waiting for the first flight in the morning which is 11am. All of us are so broke and tired now we got to stay in the airport to wait for the plane which will take off only at 11am tml.. Still have lesson tml.. Gonna be dead beat.. I am going to take some rest now! Shall update over the weekend when i am free.. Gonna have lots of work to do this weekend...

HONG KONG HERE I AM...

2008-09-18T02:45:00.001+08:00

I had too little time and too many thing to do.. I wanted to give a good update before i leave for my hong kong trip but don think it is feasible anymore.. Its already 3am in the morning and i have yet catch some sleep.. so HOT weather... Gonna hit off the bed for an hour then have to wake up and start preparing liaoz..

Goodbye my love wo de ai ren zai jian... I am off to HONG KONG and will be back on Mon midnight!!!

Eat and shop.. yeah!!! Finally a break from studies and work..

HONG KONG HERE I AM...

bumble bee

2008-09-16T00:43:00.002+08:00

Oh bumble bee is back for an update le..
OKi I am going to Hong Kong in 3 days.. Morning flight at 6.40am lorz.. don know how to sleep.. tml and wed got lesson.. Haven pack luggage then got alot of work in office undone.. Then got report to be submit for school assignment.. Oh gosh, I got the most thing to do.. The trip didnt come at the right time.. =(

However, I cant wait for Thurs to come cos I think i need a get away from work.. Feeling a little moody and down with work.. Haiz menopause again.. As usual.. It happens every now and then de lah.. I hope i can do a last update before i go to HK...

Oh, I wanna thank u for helping me make the purchase for the journal.. 8-)

HONG KONG HERE I COME!!!! I WANNA SHOP AND EAT.. THEN EAT AND SHOP.. WAHAHAHAHA....

2008-08-31T21:54:00.005+08:00

Been sick for a week and the medication doesnt seems to work well on me.. Sore throat getting worse and cough is getting even more bad... Sigh... Cough syrup gonna finish le.. Dont know want go see doctor again or not.. so broke this month.. I must get well in the next 2 days cos school starting this coming week.. Suppose to have lesson on Tue and Wed.. But the first 3 weeks lesson on Tue was changed to Sat from 3pm to 6pm.. damn it.. What kinda funni hour is that.. Not 3 not 4... Thinking of skipping the first lesson for this sat cos need to go trim eyebrow then going back to dblo again.. This time round going to celebrate qf bdae... See how first still got time to think about it.. Cos i don want to miss too much lesson.. The week that I am going to fly to Hong Kong will be missing one lesson le..

Ok back track a little.. Fri chalet was so so nia.. It was for my boss farewell... As usual la.. Ms Liu is drunk... Everyone doing their own activities.. Sleep, eat, bbq, mahjong and of cos Doug's favourite past time.. Drink drink and drink.. They basically just pour the entire Vodka into the 7up and pour to make everyone drink.. Left at 12 plus to sent the drunk cat home and Lawrence car hit onto a pole and was disfigured... But not v bad la.. Cannot realli see de...

Sat went to shop for slipper and sling bag.. In the end I bought like 8 panties lor and one slipper lor.. Haiz.. What a waste of money.. Lucky i use the vouchers that I had.. If not sure broke until don know like simi...

Sundae was suppose to be a beautiful morning where I wake up and shower to meet fren for dim sum.. Some spoiler just jump the gun and ruin my entire Sunday.. But I manage to watch the DVD ps I love U.. Not still reading the story book lor.. Not bad leh.. Cannot stop reading.. Cos wanna know the ending mah. But after watching the show I think i will take some time to complete the book le.. lol...

I got the pic from best cousin for the dblo we went 2 sat ago.. ok let the pic do the talking.. I am tired le.. Going to turn in earli.. Think i am old le. Now v early jiu tired le.. I am just sick....

To somebody: whatever has past is gone.. Look forward to a happy life ahead of you.. No point harping onto something that is not meant to be... =)

Jack (as usual) trying to con ppl to drink
Need not intro u know who she is
Black and red
Brothers

Huimin, Rong and Agnes

No need to intro too.. The forever drunk cat

Some people wait their whole lives to find their soul mates

Sick again

2008-08-26T22:39:00.005+08:00

I have a few entry to update actually but was really busy with work.. Since I went back to work I stayed in office everydae till late lorz.. Reach home not long ago... No life leh.. Haiz but its ok lah.. I am alone..

Guessed I had too much drinks over the past few weeks le.. Now falling sick le.. Sensed something wrong with my throat yesterdae noon and this morning realli feel uncomfortable so went to see doctor le then return back to work.. Haiz sick le also cannot rest lor.. Anyone pity me ah??? Just had medicine hope I will be well soon... Gonna fall asleep after taking the cough syrup..

Program lining up:

Thurs night dinner having 7th month dinner at yishun. I missed that last year cos of my exam finally can go this year.. haha...

Fri going chalet le.. So cannot fall sick..

Sat program tbc... Likely shopping...

Sun going for dim sum...

Now is pix time.. Went to DF 2 weekends ago to celebrate Agnes bdae.. Thanks for inviting us.. Had fun there.. And it was a good catch up with Neville.. haha.. I heard he puke after drinking with us.. We kept feeding him with liquor thou.. But eh i also drink alot lor.. Hope the gf is not angree... and the most funniest thing is my cousin fell down then got a pool of ppl trying to help her up.. Aiyo but i think i was sitting down there with suling and laughing.. so fun.. =)

I still have my dblo pix to upload... Will do it soon after best cousin send me..

Now tired le.. Going to sleep.. Good night.. Muackz...

I like to act cute when i'm high.. The evil queenie me

Why my smile is so werid?

Extras!!! I only wanted to take pic with Char

Best cousin loves chix wing

Oh soooOOooo cute

Neville, Besti, Best cousin and me

Ladies in black

Best cousin

Rong, Agnes, Qf and Me

Rong, Agnes, Qf, Me and Tim

And yes this is the first time ever I go clubbing with CH lor.. She always don dare to go club with us cos she scare that we make her lose face when we are drunk and talk and laugh loudly.. But this is what makes us so lovable... Actually she loves us alot.. But also want to act hard hard nia.. lol =)

I heart my cousin.. But where pr arh???

Bestest Cousins

Life does not care abt what we want... just abt what we need

Random updates...

2008-08-18T18:36:00.003+08:00

Fridae was a tiring dae.. Cos I had to rush for movie with mum at AMK hub.. Wanted to catch the 12 Lotus with her then she was telling me sae she heard ppl saying money not enuff is very funni.. And obviously she is telling me she want to catch that show lor.. So what happen leh??? I booked for the tix and catch the 4.15pm de.. Finish le rush back home and head down to bishan to meet Mr J for dinner... Went down to Nana after dinner with J at bishan...

Overall not too bad.. Funni yet touching.. How many mothers would really forgo her life to save her childrens or grandchildren??? Perhaps NOT every mother is brave to do that but how many of us actually understand and feel what our mother went thru??? Take some time to ponder on this...

Pic at NANA

Before going out for hair cut - Finally the china doll is back.. wahahaha...

Supper after Wed night exam at Newton Circus...

exams over finally

2008-08-15T13:41:00.004+08:00

Exams are finally.. now is the freaking time where i am going to wait for my results... I only need about 8 marks to get a pass for my OTB and I hope i can get it... the paper that I attempted this time so was different from the past years paper hence I am not confident at all.. As for the other paper I need about 40 marks out of 100 to pass the entire module.. I have better confident in that paper thou cos the que that our lecturer spotted came out a few lah.. Then I also manage to spot one que leh... Hmmm perhaps I cam consider being a lecturer as my profession... lol... Gonna post some pic tonight.. Later going for movie with mummy, then meeting fren for dinner...

The last Cold war

2008-08-07T09:42:00.003+08:00

If only YOU could be more sensitive and understanding things would have definately turn out to be much better.. Why is it not that case... The cold war begins....

Finally the dae has come

2008-08-04T22:50:00.003+08:00

Some pix of mummy bdae...

Forever her bdae like that!!!! One year don know celebrate how many times... Sry

After 2 weeks of long long wait I am counting down to the 5min when u finally reach Singapore... =P so delighted...

Just ended a conference call with my group mates.. Apparently there were some conflicts. One of the gal felt left out and was hurt by us.. It was purely a misunderstanding that there are too many different reports hence created this conflict.. I hope after the clarification she is feeling better now! It was never in our mind that you were the youngest and we disregard you dear...

Ok gotto go watch tv and rest le.. Tml starting my revisions... See ya...

time flies

2008-08-02T15:52:00.002+08:00

Time flies now August le.. Exams are coming real real soon.. On compliance leave from Mondae onwards till 15th August... Ah some ppl will sure wow so shiok hor.. But the fact is not lor.. I took all the leave for studies lor.. Not as if i go play or something.. But not too bad lah after 13th Aug I can rest for 2 days... Been along time since I go mambo night le.. Zouk I will be there on the 13th Aug... wait for me!!!! DBLO here I come too.. wahahaha...

Left office about 10plus last night trying so hard to clear all the things that I need to do for my boss before i go on long leave. Still cant finish lah... no choice le dont know how to do lor.. Went for a drink last night before I get down to my books.. this is gonna be the last 2nd post I am going to update then after that exam le.. haha...

Now i am going back to my books le.. =) Pray hard hard for me..

2 more days to go..

'Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like you do when nobody's watching.'

it didnt happen

2008-07-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

After a long long wait for one week.. Hoping to hear from you when u finally touch down guess what? U called me at 5am this morning to tell me that your flight is being delayed... Thats not the end.. Best part is you are going to fly to Japan for another one week... For that I got nothing to sae.. I M JUST TOO "SWAY"...

Forget about the unhappy thingy... Tml is mummy bdae.. As I am having lesson and the lesson is so crucial to me cos last lesson le.. We had steamboat for dinner tonight and I bought my favourite cake for her bdae.. Just ended dinner with cakes and bdae song... Now damn full le lor... I hope she enjoyed her bdae dinner and the time spent together... It was a great family bonding session.. Will upload the pic soon.. Forget to take the pic during steamboat cos busy eating..

MUMMY, Happi Bdae to YOU!!! I wish you a hearty health and nag lesser... =)

Love is just a losing GAME

flowers

2008-07-28T00:17:00.002+08:00

Lovely flowers and Bear Bear to keep me company for the past one week.. Counting down..

Manicure.. Nice hor!! Clean and Neat!!! Its painted not using sticker...

Counting down for ur return

2008-07-26T19:27:00.002+08:00

3 more days to go!!!

Keeping my faith while counting down!!!

101 post

2008-07-13T01:19:00.002+08:00

This is my 101 post..
Didnt realise that the previous post was my no. 100th post leh... Haha.. Perhaps if I knew it i will put in more effort to post something more meaningful... Not that I dont want la but really very busy with work and got some assignment due soon plus need to do some revision for exam.

Exam timetable is out... I am left with less than one month to study and yet I have not touched anything at all. Have been spending so much time meeting up with my study group mates for discussion of our report.. Keeping our finger cross hopefully can complete in a weeks time..

Did something meaningful todae.. lol.. I went for a shopping spree.. I bought some tops again... Saw sales at Mango and Zara.. Delighted.. Been spending alot recently.. Last Sat I got a new pair of heels.. Sun went orchard and get myself a jacket.. Finally I can do some shopping before I go into the cave of books... I guess I will be busy the next few weeks to blog again.. Will try cos need to be more diligent cos I did mixed up one of the report with another module and I need to put in more hard work so I can at least get a pass for that unit... Whoever is reading my bloggie pls pray for me... I need to pass the 2 modules.. =)

I have upload all the bdae pic on facebook...
Pls view them there i lazy to post so many place lah...

Goodnight all... Muackz...

My 2008 birthdae bash

2008-07-07T15:22:00.002+08:00

Blink blink and June is over.. One night of bdae celebration was just over so soon... Celebrate my birthdae bash at dblo on 28th June... Really appreciate the presence of all my lovely frenz, colleagues... Thanks for making the trip down and also the pressie I received... I am so lazy to upload the photo.. Partly because I have yet recieved the full set of the pix and I kinda felt incomplete. I will upload by this week I promise... =)

All fun times are over le.. Now I need to get down to my books as exam is drawing near and time seems to be running out again.. Had a group decission last week on our assignment... Have not writing my apprasial which was due way back.. So this is going to be a very short blog.. Once I got all the pic the blog is going to be a long one..

I will be back very soon for the time being I am going to get the appraisal done.. %-)

updating my bloggie

2008-06-21T20:12:00.002+08:00

Bu zi bu jue i have not been updating my bloggie for more than a month le.. wow that is very long horz. Been really busy recently cos there is too many assignement and lots of time are spent doing research camping in the library over the weekend.. Life sux... Finally I am done with my individual assignment and now 2 more group assignment to go and after that exam le.. My goodness I am running out of time to study le.. Exam is on the 12 and 13th Aug.. So fast horz!!!
Aftter my bdae celebration next week I need to get down to serious work again.. Study study and study.. Work wise audit is coming in Aug and needa spend more time to ensure all process are in place. aiya in short there is going to be alot of things to do liaoz.. dont know how to manage.. life seems tougher when a person aged... damn!!!!

Tonight i am going to NANA to enjoy and train my jiu liang if not next week I will be damn damn drunk... got a bad feeling that i will be very drunk that night and i am going to find ppl to help me "dong" the liquors le... scare leh... so long no drink le... Haha... Who is going to buy my bdae cake for me???

I am so disappointed with some ppl... words are never enuff to prove how sincere u are... it is ur presence that matters to me..

K gonna stop here le.. Will be updating my 100th blog next weekend after i celebrate my bdae with the funniest pic.. =)

You will have your heart broken probably more than once

and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken!!!

decent update

2008-05-17T13:32:00.005+08:00

Before I kana scolded for putting up a rubbish post again I am going to start blogging now!!!

Aiya nowadays so busy with school and work really no time to have a proper entry de lor.. Some more I am seldom at home to blog.. Sat need to go out and Sun is rest day mah..

Ok last week what did i do???
Sat I went to find ah bee and the sisters... Stayed there till 6 plus bcos that stupid qf say she also wanna go then make me wait wait and wait.. From 2pm tell me going le till 5pm then reach lor.. U all say she got too much a not.. Then after that we took cabbie home shower le then meet my best cousin to go eat dinner @ KFC... Very long no eat Zinger le.. Suddenly the burger seems tasty to me leh... Haha...

After dinner we headed down to dblO.. Our most favourite clubbing spot la.. That day attendance was hmmm.. wait ah i think...

QF, LR, SL, Mer (went off 1/2 way then no say), Charis, Devin, Jack and Me lor.. Haha... So little ppl we also can club and some more can ask ppl to help book 2 tables leh.. haha.. Then QF asked ah nerd to help book the table mah.. When we reach ah nerd was telling her about the dblO anniversary and we discuss le finally decided to take 5 invites which can admit 10 person.. Only jio the more closer one nia la.. Free drink..

Next fri going to drink too blow bubble again..

Actually I am kinda stress cos my assisgment is going to due in 3 weeks time when lesson just started 2 weeks ago.. No time.. Simply no time... AHaha.. After next week I don think i got time to go clubbing again until my bdae lor...

Today QF going to Thailand le.. YES!! No one to fan me at home... Hahaha.. If she no buy alot of thing for me I sure chop her off when she comes back... So shiok I also want to go holidae lor..

Lucky these 2 days I got things to do lor.. If not sure bored to death de.. Cos my besti also go vietnam le.. haha...

Uploading my dblo pic.. Since I had my new hairstyle I didnt really take alot of pic..

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides..

random thoughts

2008-05-04T22:45:00.002+08:00

At a wink semester break is over just like that.. Gonna start preparing for new trimester le.. Damn shack.. I am so tired.. Sometime I asked myself why am i doing this? Going thru so much pain.. Work is stressful enuff.. No time for family and frenz. Why did i get myself stuck in this kinda of situation...Afterall I hope whatever I did is worth while..Tomolo gonna start school again.. This semester lesson is on Mondae and Wednesdae again... Sighz.. I have took so pic when I went out on sat but no time to post le.. See how lah.. Shall post soon..

Oh ya i would like to thank you for listening to my stupid stories.. I wouldnt wear my unhappiness on my face de.. dont worry..

Why do ppl wear a mask everyday? Are they afraid someone will eventually know what he/she is really thinking? I wished nobody can take that mask off me...

Its over!

2008-04-26T14:05:00.001+08:00

Exams are finally over and done with...
Had a great time on Fri after my paper, went to meet LR, RX, Suling, Qf and SL for dinner and chat for a while...
LR went back very early soon after Jerry and a MR CMI came.. lol..

Finally had my first drink at one of the pub near school.. =)
Sat dblo night where i party and drink then come sunday I visited my uncle and went KTV..

Today at home cos on MC.. No voice.. lol..

Will be back in office tomolo and i need to get well soon cos i needa chiong on Wed night again..

See ya soon for dinner on Wed.. Finally can get to meet u le after such a long time.. Remind me to take my digi cam... =)

dblo

2008-04-19T11:56:00.002+08:00

Tonight my sister and my dear cousins with the usual clubbing khakis gonna be at dblo celebrating LR's bdae le.. While me.. I will be at Macdonalds k-ing my notes for coming monday final exam.. ='( Really sad lor.. Everyone go enjoy yet i need to study.. So demoralising..

Eileen is feeling so stressed and worried..

Stress level 101%

2008-04-07T22:35:00.002+08:00

Had never felt this stress before.. I realise my blog now doesnt contain all the happy and memorable events and outing I had and spent with my love ones.. It now begin to be a little corner where I vent my frustration and my anger...

Finally done with all my reports... This quarter just ended like that.. During the course of my trimester.. I had taken 2 mid term test... 3 individual assignment.. Now I got to get down with all my revision.. Had not even start on a single one.. I feel that I do not have time to study... Had headache todae yet need to go back to office to slog.. then after that go to school..

This is the last week of all lesson.. Very soon exam gonna happen.. 21st and 25th April.. Gonna missed my dearest cousin bday.. Was chatting with her on MSN and she was telling me that I missed out so much fun.. Of cos I realise that.. I wished I was there for every single clubbing session.. We shall go after my exam k? Haven been drinking.. Don know if my tolerance for liquor still there a not.. lol...

Cant wait for 25th April to come.. Finish my exam and throw aside all the school work and party till I go crazy.. I hope all the effort will be paid off..

after this update I don know when will u guys see me updating again.. Probably after exam when I go clubbing then go out meet frenz i can take a lot of pic..

Before I get down to studies I am going to enjoy the award night this coming Thurs..

Pray hard for me darlings.. I hope I can make it for the 2 papers..

stealing some time for a quick update

2008-03-23T19:29:00.002+08:00

Gonna steal some time to do a quick update.. Been too stress lately..
I was in my worst mood last Fri.. Was studying for my mid term test for Sat however the thing that i studied just do not register into me at all.. I am so damn pissed.. I wasnt having enuff time to study le and still i cannot memorize all the things i need.. I finally break down at 11pm on Fridae night at Mac.. I never cried and get so stress up before for my exam not to even mention this is a TEST.. I understand the importance of this test and there is no way to redo it again.. I am going to flank this paper for sure.. I dont know how am i going to study for my exam...

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!

stress again

2008-03-13T15:45:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! I am sooooooo stress now.. coming weekend and next weekend is gonna be burnt.. This sat gonna have one mid term test.. Next Sat another mid term test. Then after that got one more assignment to finish up and need to prepare for final exam which is on 21st Apr and 25th Apr.. This year I got to give my best cousin bdae celebration a missed le.. Damn sad lor.. when everyone is enjoying I need to be studying.. Thats only studies leh.. Haven talk about work yet... Work is even worse. As this is an audit year I got even more things to do.. Got alot of procedures manuel to write and set up.. I am going to die le lah.. Like that how to cope.

I wanna go shopping, I wanna go chiong.. meet my frenz for dinner, coffee, movies.. everything everything... but no time..

If you are reading my blog, I wanna say sorry for making you so upset.. I didnt forget you la.. I promised you I will meet you after 25th April..

=24hr a day seems too short for me=

Time is too short

2008-03-01T12:37:00.002+08:00

7 days a week.. 24 hours a day... It never seems enuff to me.. I am so lost now.. Sry.. Assignment due on Fri.. Quiz coming up in mid march.. Work is piling due to audit.. Arhggg.. Its unbearable..

A quick update... I was so pissed with M1 for divulging my information to a 3rd party without proper verifications. When i knew about this case I almost went to IDA to make a big fuss.. But lucky I manage to cool myself down.
I'm gonna change a new no again.. So troublesome.. Image going through the pain of updating everyone my new contact no again...

M1 better compensate my losses big time...

CNY update...

2008-02-16T21:13:00.003+08:00

Back in action.. But tonight cannot talk much cos I am going out to de-stress myself abit.. Assignment gonna due this month end and i only started reading one article and worst still I took 4-5 hours to read 1 article. Tomolo gonna continue le..

Mummy went to China todae morning le.. Wake up at 5am and the family sent her off to the airport.. First time mummy left us for so many daes.. Now already start to miss her le. Dont know if she is used to the whether there a not cos its very cold there and she very scare cold de.. Was helping her to pack the luggage on Tue and Fri then i feel so sad leh.. haha.. Recieve her msg this afternoon saying she reach Shanghai le and will be calling back at night cos calls very ex leh...

Oh I change a new hair style this year leh.. I look super cute look now leh.. Haha... I believe you all see le will also like it.. Lol...
Ok today i will be posting some pics lah.. ahaha.. CNY de.. The taiwan de got alot leh i don know how to post also.. Still thinking leh...

haha... Gonna be busy the next few days cos mummy not around then I am going to do the household chores le.. Doubt that nice sister of might will help much.. Todae the clothes is also I wash de lo... =(
Queenie Sweetie & Princess
WeiWen & Queenie Sweetie..
Rong Princess & Queenie Sweetie
One more shot..
Queenie Sweetie with messy hair...

Mummy I am missing you...

Simply Lazy

2008-01-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

Hmmm what to update leh? Been along time since I updated my bloggie le.. Haha.. Since I am back from Taiwan till now I am really very busy.. Lots of assignment for school and lots of work in office.. Every dae just doesnt seems to be enuff for me..
I have been wanting to upload all the pix I took on NYE and my Taiwan trip but I am damn lazy lor.. Dont know why leh.. No mood to update bloggie leh.. Haha.. I only know after CNY I must piang all the way till April le.. Damn sianz lor..

Tomolo gonna work again.. Worst still tomolo got class leh.. Can I just take a break and not go to work tomolo??? Damn it..
Gonna pack bag le..

Fri was SHIN with PR and co.. I went back early thou.. Cos not feeling well.. Migrain really very bad.. Can u imagine how stress I am? Sat I went to Chong pang with my dear cousins then stay over at her place till 12am.. Sundae what i do leh.. U all cannot guess de lor.. I stay at home to do my school work lor.. Damn it..

I promise I will upload the pix soon.. I have finally took the steps to upload into my pc le.. I will do some sorting then jiu ke yi upload to bloggie le..

Been feeling really blue these 2 weeks.. I hope this can come to an end soon..

1st update for 2008

2008-01-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

Hihi.. I am back from my Taiwan trip le.. Was back on the 6th but till now no time to update.. Been so busy lo... Why leh? Cos of my studies lor.. Had my first lesson on Mondae.. So tiring.. I will be back for more updates soon... I will do it during the weekend k?

Best cousin can u pls send me the pix for new year countdown mah?

Retro party & closure of 2007

2007-12-31T13:47:00.000+08:00

Yet another sat night at dblo retro party.. Theme of the nite: Together Forever... haha.. our favourite theme.. I missed 2 retro party with my usual khakis.. That nite overall was fun.. Just that there are some cry babies... haha.. 2007 coming to an end.. put the unhappiness behind.. another great year is waiting for u ahead...
Haven gotten the pix from LR.. Guess I'm gonna consolidate all the pix tonight with my TW trip and post it when i am back le.. haha.. Another nite at dblo todae for count down.. Wow i search the whole amk central to find light stick and spray leh.. so ke lian de me.. Shang tian bu fu ku xin ren.. Finally I manage to find it at one shop... Cool... Tonight sure will be another fun outing.. =)

Blink blink one year just went pass like a passing wind... 2007 haven been a great year for me.. Alot of unhappi things happen to me.. I've learnt alot this year.. Esp through the death of my grandpa and granny, life is so vunerable... My dearest colur pencil leaving to Perth to study and work there... Must treassure the times with each and everyone.. I experience alot of ups and downs and i believe alot of my relatives and frenz went through that.. I've grown stronger despite of all the hardship.. I wish that 2008 will be a much much better year.. If u have any regrets, forget about it... If u have any sadness, throw it away.... If u have any happiness, keep it safely in ur memories... Gonna leave all the unhappiness in 2007 and look forward to a brighter NEW YEAR.... As for my ah gong and granny... I will keep them safely in my memories and my heart.. They are my happiness... I know that gong gong and granny will bless my family well being.. I heart them soooooOOOoo much.. Miss them sooooOOOooo much.. This is the time when i get so emo when I try to consolidate everything that happen to me this year.. However I am going to close this chapter and I wanna make sure that the next chapter is gonna be a better one... My family and frenz and all loved ones.. Thanks for standing by me through my hard times..

BYE BYE 2007....

Wishes for my family: Everyone to be in good health..
Esp mama.. she always here pain there pain.. Really hope next year she can be stronger and healthier...
Papa leh.. hope his work is well and of cos good health...
Ah mei leh... always so rebelliou and mei da mei xiao... Hope she can be happy and more guai.. Dont always not at home.. Papa and mama old le.. Must learn to be closer to your family.. and lastly treat me nicer la... always no listen to me talk de...

Wishes for my dearest LIM family...
Uncle and auntie: Good health
Colour pencil (CH): Study well and earn more so that you can come back to Singapore to be with us soon...
LR: To be happi & study well and have a better career.. I know sometimes u are sad and u didnt tell me much... Also treat me nicer..
PR: To be happi in everything u do.. Always look so troubled..

Wishes for myself...
Stay happy and healthy... Most importantly is to have determination to finish whatever thing i decided to do.. Pass all my exams... Earn more money and start to save money for rainy daes... I wanna go on diet too.. ahaha....

As for you.. Although it wasnt meant to be.. I still wish you happiness...

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2008!!!!

2007-12-28T13:46:00.000+08:00

This is gonna be one of the longer blog entry I have bah.. Cos got too many thing to update but too little time to write everything down le..

Have been on leave for coming 2 weeks.. During these 2 weeks I catch up with some frenz.. Xmas season is always good for catch up... exhange etc... I cant rem exactly what I've been doing for the past few daes and weeks.. I will post whatever I can rem de lo...

Happi moments always pass by so fast..

20th Dec 2007

My colour pencil came back on 20th Dec... While waiting for her to come back we went downstair with the banners that LR and her sista did to rehearsal.. Damn funni.. I am still considering uploading the video clip.. haha.. It was such a touching scene when I saw her hugging charis and Perlinn...

Had steamboat at her hse.. Everyone gather and had lots of fun together.. Been going to my cousin hse these few daes.. Cos must see her more often before she leave to aussie again.. Wow she really slim down alot le.. I also want go aussie so i can slim down too.. hahaha..

22nd Dec 2007

Been along time since we played mahjong together.. Last Sat after mani I went to cousin house again cos ah bee and family went there for dinner.. they stayed for a while after dinner.. Good to see them again.. Actually wanted to go KTV with LR and PR but jio no ppl to go so we decided to play mahjong at home.. So starting with LR, PR and mum.. Then i share share with PR lo.. I think we play not up to speed so mama almost fall asleep then dad fetch her home.. I took over her place and play lo.. HAha.... Nice mahjong with cousins.. Long time no sit down and play together le.. so funni lo.. ended the session at about 1+++

23rd Dec 2007

Was supposed to meet my sistas for dinner on Sat but I forgotten about it as no one reminded me.... So we postpone the dinner to Sundae.. Meet at bishan to do our gift exchange too...

Dinner at Crystal Jade was good follow by dessert at Haagen Daz and all the chatting...

A pic paints a thousand words.. Look at pix bah...

24th Dec 2007

I spent a wonderful lovely Christmas eve nite with QF, PR, SL, Kel, Tim, Mer, Char, CY, Vincent... Simply love them to bits... haha.. I was all prepared at about 8++ but waited and waited for PR and Kel till 10pm! When reach Shin bar,PR realise that Yvonne got buy her Xmas pressie for exhange... The kan jiong her don know where to buy pressie for her cos so last min at that hour all shopping malls are close. Clever QF tot of mustafa (a 24/7 shopping malls with lots of ah ne ne).. So no choice pr have to go down there.. thinking that it was a Xmas eve nite and might not be safe QF suggest to get tim to tag along cos he is ah or mah.. anything also more easy to talk.. ahaha.. Then I stayed with the rest of them.. Seeing my hp was already like 11.45pm and pr they all still not back yet I was so afraid they'll miss the count down.. Lucky they turn up on time.. Before the clock strike 12.. Everyone was spraying the party spray like crazy lor... as for me before the actual countdown the spray no more le.. haha... But actually alot of ppl ended up also no more spray le... haha...Eat, Sing, drink.. so happi lor... I don think got ppl drunk that nite la.. only kel and pr puke nia... haha.. Went off with SL about 1+++ cos she is tired le.. haha..

25th Dec 2007

Guess what did I do todae? QF and I were busy cleaning up the rooms and all the drawers.. While opening up all the Xmas pressie we also decided to clear all the unwanted things in our drawer.. We spend the entrie dae cleaning the rooms.. QF damn yao gui lor... The thing that I don wan de she took and keep it for herself le.. crazy de.. then got one braclet is a Xmas pressie from a fren then she took it and wore it like nobody business. ask her take out she also don wan... =(

Wanna thank all of you for the lovely Xmas pressie..

26th Dec 2007
Went lunchie with Mum, CH and PR.. Tot wanted to give her a treat before she goes back to aussie.. Well thou she is colour pencil but I still love her.. When I was young she treated me very nice to.. Whenever I go tuition she will buy me food, cake etc... Now it is time to repay her le... =) Lunch was good, with all the talks and laughter.. I always love session like this with fren or relatives... After lunch we went to Q for the durian pancake lor.. haha. Nice nice.. thanks PR for the pancake.. After which we shopped around and went home le.. Who knows that night I ended up at her house again. Was there with SL for a short while.. haha... she must have find me so fan lo.. hehehe...

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That will be all for the time being.. Wow I spent very long updating this leh.. If got time I will update again later ba.. I need to go bath and see dvd le..

I will be back soon.. I promise.. aS the year is going to end I have some new year resolution and also some emo stuff...

due blog-sl bdae

2007-12-28T12:45:00.000+08:00

I better automatic do some updates before I hear ppl screaming at me asking me to close down my blog due to inconsistency... haha...
Well I have some long due pix that I need to post.. Lets see.. I shall post those long due pix before I do my updates... Those pic like taken in nov de le..haha.. See how lazy i am.. But no choice leh, the tot of having to upload just makes me feel so sianz...

Here u go... I am going to post pix that have my face de.. wahahaha..

Some are taken at dblo while some are at Swissotel...

Merry Xmas

2007-12-24T12:40:00.000+08:00

Hooo hoo hooo....

Santa Clause is coming to TOWN....

MERRI MERRI XMAS!!!

blog blog blog

2007-12-13T21:11:00.000+08:00

Xmas is round the corner... Are u done with ur Xmas shopping? This year's Xmas brought back alot of memories for me.. What about you? Whenever it is near some festive I cant help it but start to think of certain ppl in my life..
Is everything really over? Finally got over? Perhaps for all u know it is just the real beginning of everything...
Enuff of those cannot make it stuff...

Been busy lately to clear my work so that I can have a peaceful holiday... At the same time not forgetting it is time to catch up with some frenz... Went shopping on sat and i manage to find 3 x mas pressie for x change.. Happie leh.. Then got myself a very very nice earring leh... Then went to register my module for next year after that went shopping.. bought 2 pairs of heels then manage to get another frenz x mas pressie.. Spent $100++ that night... Today one of my staff heels spoil then went to find new heels, got tempted again and got a new pair of heels again.. Damn it.. dont know which one to wear first...

Tomolo gonna go for some drinking session to catch up with some old citibankers... =) Those were the daes....
Sat gonna go shopping again.. Dec really makes me spend spend and spend..

I wanna be happi.. Liars pls get alive..

有多少爱可以重来

2007-12-09T13:58:00.000+08:00

I've been looking for the song title for so long till that dae at Keline's bdae celebration KTV WW sing the song then PR tell me the title..
Just nice for me to post it up todae...

Black sundae for me.. I think even heaven agrees that explain why it rains the entire day...

有多少爱可以重来

常常责怪自己当初不应
该常常后悔没有把你留下来
为什么明明相爱
到最后还是要分开
是否我们总是徘徊在心门之外
谁知道又和你相遇在人海
命运如此安排总教人无奈
这些年过得不好不坏
只是好像少了一个人存在
而我渐渐明白你仍然是我不变的关怀

有多少爱可以重来
有多少人愿意等待
当懂得珍惜以后归来
却不知那份爱会不会还在

有多少爱可以重来
有多少人值得等待
当爱情已经桑田沧海
是否还有勇气去爱
谁知道又和你相遇在人海
命运如此安排总教人无奈
这些年过得不好不坏
只是好像少了一个人存在
而我渐渐明白你仍然是我不变的关怀

有多少爱可以重来
有多少人愿意等待
当懂得珍惜以后归来
却不知那份爱会不会还在

有多少爱可以重来
有多少人值得等待
当爱情已经桑田沧海
是否还有勇气去爱

有多少爱可以重来
有多少人愿意等待
当懂得珍惜以后归来
却不知那份爱会不会还在

有多少爱可以重来
有多少人值得等待
当爱情已经桑田沧海
是否还有勇气去爱

Sometimes truth hurts

2007-12-02T19:17:00.000+08:00

Why does Truth always HURT!!!

Emo level is damn high....

Leave me alone...

I just wanna recover soon

2007-11-27T16:44:00.000+08:00

Todae is Tue nia... I don know how am i going to spend my time rotting at home like that lorz... Seriously I feel that I have recover 80% le although once in a while I will still wan to LS... Yesterdae after I know i got the "motan" I go like sianz liaoz.. Cannot eat this and that.. Only can eat potato and don know what la. All i don dare eat de.. Then what cannot touch water la.. cannot bath la.. Kaoz.. How can take it de.. I everyday must wash hair de lor.. sighz... tomolo nite when everyone go for my cousin wedding i got to be alone at home again.. Damn sad lor.. Why always fall sick at the wrong damn time.. The more I thought of it the more angry I am lor.. Sad sad.. emo level is damn damn low.. Just now I was damn hungry so i called mum and tell her I wanna eat.. The first thing she say is i also cannot eat anything ask me to go eat pear lo.. i feel damn sad and even teared a bit cause i feel that I am very ke lian... Sighz.. After recover le cannot eat chicken and egg somemore.. I think i don wan care le lah.. After I recover I will sure eat all I wan de.. I am being tortured for a week le. I think its enuff le..

Suddenly feel like going back to work.. Staying home everyday and do doing nothing. Sleep, watch tv.. so boring.. ah....
God can u pls let me recover today? -(

Sick sick and sick

2007-11-26T14:15:00.000+08:00

So bored lor.. I am sick again.. This year really damn bad for me.. Few months ago I was having very bad fever for 5 days rem? Now again sick.. Fever, Vomit and diarrhoea for so many daes.. Dont know when can I be well lor.. Been not feeling well since Thurs.. Must be the coffee I drank on Wed nite... Haiz... What am i going to do at home.. So boring lor... Fri, Sat, Sun, Mon, Tue got to stay at home and do nothing.. Some more this Wed nite is my cousin wedding lor.. Also end up cannot go.. koaz... Stop torturing me lor.. I am missing out so many fun.. Was supposed to go Retro party on Sat nite yet cant make it then now Wed wedding dinner also cannot go.. I am damn sad lor.. Seriously... I wasted so many money to see doc lor.. My medical claim for this year also not enuff for me to claim lor... How I wish this bad year will go off quickly... Damn sad.. I wanna go ls again... Update later if I got nothing to do.. Think I better remote access to do my work... ahaha..

2007-11-11T21:30:00.000+08:00

Happy Bdae to my bloggie..
Todae my bloggie turn one year old le leh..

So fast lo.. At one flash a year is over liaoz...Dont know what I have been doing for the entire year.. I am so happy that I started blogging again last year and I blog down all the different events that happened... Happy and sad ones..
The most memorable one needless to say was the blog that I had on my grandpa and grandma departing us... This year isnt a great year.. Seeing my closest kin leaving me one by one makes me feel that life is so vunerable.. We should always treasure every moment we spent together...

Sighz.. Soon 9th Dec is coming too.. damn it.. Really hate this year.. I hope to close the chapter for this year soon... Looking forward to a much much better 2008...

Celebrate my closest bestest dearest fren bdae last night at dblo... so happening lo... seeing so many of them went wasted.. haha... Last night Bran drop dead on the floor sleeping and puking away.. He even tell us from now on no more DBLo.. but no worries we shall give him a break before we start partying for Xmas and new year...

I believe all of us have lots of fun last night... Drinking and getting wasted with many many unglam scene.. But I more glam lorz... Not drunk no puke... I am a f***ing good drunker mah.. Haha... When I get the pix le then u all will be laughing away with those unglam ones.. Todae lazy to upload le...

I think the happiest person last night was none other than Keline.. She must have been glad and happy that she made it there last night lor.. LOL... Cos she got to know a guy and she basically so hong last night lor... Dancing with him and whole night that lucky chap has her attention lor.... I see some lights leh Aminah... Jia you... ahaahaaa...

K la...Let me stop here first..

to be continue...

2007-11-10T15:40:00.000+08:00

Been a long time since I sat down and have a good entry le.. Feeling lazy to type much though.. This entry is specially for dearest AMINAH BINTE MARIA AKA KEKE DALAPA... Why so special for her leh? Cos last night we went down to Shin and guess what! She was still laughing and joking when we ended our session at 2am! Usually she would have been drunk and puke a few times then laid flat on the table le.. so this entry is specially for you AMINAH...

Great job.. Finally see some improvement after along along time.. haha... But tonight u sure do not have the luxury of not puking le... haha...

Gonna have great fun tonight.. Been a long time since i went clubbing le... =)
Will load up pix tomolo...

Well spent weekend

2007-11-05T20:07:00.000+08:00

I had a well spent weekend with lots of fun.. Meet up with Belle, Wendy, Ken and Heng Heng for dinner... Dinner was good and not forgeting the chats we had..
Guess I am just too stress up with the exam.. dont feel like going home lor.. From fri onwards everynight don have 2am no go home de lo.. Sunday also 1+am then reach home..

While waiting for ah niang last night, I went bobbi brown and i saw the super nice eyeshadow that i wanted very much to get last time but didnt... The more I see the more i like lor and at the same time i buy a 2 way cake foundation. Total damage $152...

Haha... Gotto go continue apprasial le...

exam are over...

2007-10-31T22:53:00.000+08:00

HAhaha... Yeah Yeah... Damn Damn happi..
EXAMs ARE FINALLY OVER!!!
I will be back to blog with lotsa entries....

In action

2007-10-21T21:41:00.000+08:00

Back to blog for awhile... Finally left with the last paper lioaz... 1 and half more week to go and all is over for the year... Cant wait for all the papers to be over.. It is really damn shack... Just had my principle of mgmt last wed...

Damn worried.. Scare i cannot pass that paper le.. then i need to spend extra money, time and effort to re-module... Cant wait for the result to be out.. tamade...

ok enuff of school... I make good used of my weekend this week to replenish myself.. haha...

Fri went to re-paint my nails.. Sat went to my colleague's house cos Hari Raya then that day was her open hse.. Lucky not last sat or next sat if not i am going to miss out again... After the house visiting, went to catch movie Super Bad with Kel and Ben.. Funny show but no storyline and no ending de.. i don like.. Next show I wanna watch is Brother - my andy lau de movie leh.. haha... After movie we went K-ing with QF... Haha... Saw LR there lor... It was one of her sister's bdae... so they went there to celebrate.. thanks for the cakie... =)

Slept the whole of todae lorz... Yeah... I am energise now.. haha..

Shall update again... Going to watch tv le...

Oh ya.. I uploaded the movie tix cos that tix is damn meaningful le.. it was the first time benji buy tix at the cinema... Haha... I broke his virginity.. ahaha...

Stress

2007-10-16T17:26:00.000+08:00

Stress stress stressed super duper STRESS....

2 more paper to go and i am done with the briding modules..

After tomolo I will be left with one last paper... Hippy.... Because of my studies I felt that I have neglected my work...

eudure endure

2007-10-03T15:17:00.000+08:00

Endure endure...
Gonna have my commercial law exam later at 7pm le...
After this paper I can finally have an enjoyable week.... Yesh!!!
Will come back to update more soon K? Likely to go out tonight after exam... haha... After this paper I am only left with 2 last paper... Its gonna be over real real soon....

back for awhile

2007-10-01T18:57:00.000+08:00

My bloggie is so stagnant lorz...
i got so many pics to load but no time to load..
so many thing to say but no time to say...
The bridging course is taking so many of my freedom away from me... I still got one more month to go.. 3 more paper...
1 paper coming up on Wed.. Damn it..

After Wed, i must do a lot of thing...
Thurs going to buy Pr pressie,
Fri mani and go Shin Bar celebrate my half sister bdae,
Sat is eyebrow trimming, shopping, eating and KTV bah..
Sunday going to catch movies... haha... All nicely plan le... Faster exam finish... =)

I will update on Wed if I got the energy after my exam...

2007-09-22T19:16:00.000+08:00

I feel that 2 hours a day is seriously not enuff.. Esp when I need to work and cope with my bridging course... Every 17 hours of contacts then 1 exam for 5 module.. Cleared one module last week and this week is another module.. Damn shack... I believe after this the pace would be much better le... **keep finger cross**
Apart from studies, I also have so many probs and so many things to think about... Yet I have to put those things aside and concentrate on studies now.. Like what Mr TC tell me, studies is my piority now...

Mooncake festival coming le.. Rem those time I went up to a particular shop near Chong Pang to buy the moon cake there for Granny cos she love the mooncake there... =(
Mah, no matter how busy my life is getting on, I keep u deeply in my heart..

New slogon from my lecturer: I will... I can... I must...

Thanks Mr L for the mooncake & personal delivery... =) Very nice of you...
Catch up with u soon after my exam...

Ppl... Pray for me to get higher distinction leh... haha....

1st Exam Paper over

2007-09-15T13:18:00.000+08:00

Yohz... I am back to blog le.. Miss me bo??
Finally finish my first exam paper.. Will tell u guys more later....
My computer is infected with virus... Trying to fix it.. =(
Thanks to Brandon... haha...

I will be back soon... Wait for me ah..

School Start le

2007-09-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

Yohz.. Here I am again... Think this is going to be the last entry for the week...
Class gonna start tomolo.. First lesson leh.. My feelings now is excited yet scare..
Went to grab notebook and got a cute Chip & Dale file leh.. haha... Childish horz..
Its been 4 years since I touches lecture notes le.. I am not sure if I can cope but I'll definitely put in my best effort.. I dont wanna waste time, money and effort and then end up getting nothing... Pray for me kayS? =)
Tomolo and Sunday 9am - 5pm lesson then sat night going to do my revision and sunday got 7th month dinner... Koaz... Gonna be damn damn shack... But i will endure de... Jia you Jia You Jia you...
The week after next is gonna be even more shack for me le.. cos i have lesson over the 2 weekend continously till end oct leh.. Ok I will update again after my first exam on Wed... I guess there will be alot of thing for me to blog by that time...

My fren send me something quite meaningful.. read on...

The difference between "Simple Friends" and "Real Friends"!!!

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.

A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!)
A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears..
A simple friend doesn't know your parent

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.
A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.
A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.
A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.
A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it.
A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend calls you after you had a fight.
A simple friend expects! you to always be there for them.
A real friend expects to always be there for you!

To someone: Its good to know that u are accepting him as a fren again... Do rem not to fall into it again cos u already realise the pain when u fell the last time... It's always nice to have a fren than an enemy.. =)

updates

2007-09-06T21:50:00.001+08:00

I know I always fail to update my pix when I promise I will do that.. Haha..But what to do leh... I am a busy person.. Muahahaha....
Last night went to Shin bar again... To celebrate Qf bdae... haha.. The cakie so nice yet they still use the cream and kiss each other.. Lucky I keep away far far if not sure kana de.. haha... Don talk so much le lah... I want to go upload the pix..
oh ya.. I got buy nice nice donuts too... 1 box for my dear cousin, 1 box for Charis and one box for sulin...Heehee... I buy a big big box for myself... That night when I meet QF fren he say the donut not nice de.. then ask me he can see anot... after seeing he then say wow so many ur family sure cannot finish de la.. i help u eat one... haha... want eat say la.. still go one big round... See the pix already also drool lor... haha... greedy me...

Ok enjoy the pix @ SHIN Bar & my lovely donuts... I too tired to update all the pix + I must give other ppl chance to put up new pix... But most of it is up le lah.... kekeke... Nites everyone... Muackzzz..

Today is my AMK Tomato Sister Bdae...
Happy 23rd Bdae to you...
My wish for u will be to stay cheerful & happy always... Muacks Muacks

Loading of pix

2007-09-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

Oh ya.. i keep talking and talking then forget to upload the pix le.. But don worri I will be back with the pix tomolo.. Now 10.30pm le and i still haven bath leh... Hee.. hee... Pix will be up soon... goodnite everyone.... I am damn moody too... Sigh... time of the month i guess....

Qf & Charis Baby Bdae

2007-09-03T21:20:00.000+08:00

Hihi... Back to blog le cos I cant wait to upload all the gorgeous & handsome pix... Oh ya and also some funni funni pix which is going to stay with us till end of the year... =)

Indeed this is one of the better clubbing session we had... Lots of drunk cats hence made the crowd more fun... Fun & enjoyable time doesnt come by easily and I cherish to time I had with all the nice & bestest fren around me...

This remind me of someone I knew years back... I am glad to have such a lovely "hubby".. Although lots of times I give u bad attitude.. I dont treat u as well as u expect of me.. However deep down everyone knows that we care alot for each other... Although at times when I tell u my problems u do not know how to console me but I am glad that u never fail to listen and always trying your best to try talking sense to me... I thank god that we crosses each others path... Really... If u are reading this rem that no matter how bad u treat me I still treasure u alot k hubby? =) ok... i think if i don stop talking about him this bloggie is gonna be very long..
Back to the clubbing at DBLO... I dont rem how many years we spend in this place.. Really alot of happening and nice memories there.... I love DbLO.. Not just the music but all these years the khakis... I love ya peeps... U guys roX!!!

There are like a total of 200 pix taken on that nite lorz... I dont know how am i going to load all these up tonight... While looking at the pix I was laughing away like mad... There are some funni pix with some happening conversation...

Best Pix of the YEAR

Dearest AMK tOmatO sister: Happi bdae to you... Put the past behind you and move on.. No one is this world cannot leave without another person. Rem you only live once and treasure what you have in front of you... Let what happen be a learning curve for you... Life will only get better cos you know that all of us are there for you & you sure deserve someone better... U've so many frens and relatives that care & love you... So is papa, mama & ME!!! Cheer up k? It only pains us to see u suffering... I might not be the best sister to you but when u need someone to talk to I will be there for you... The amt of pain u had today is inflicted on me too.. WE WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY & WE KNOW U CAN OVERCOME IT....

My dear Charis baby: Happy happy bdae to you...I knew you a year ago... Not long not short but I am amazed by the frenship bond we had.. I know that you are a fren that I can depend on when I need someone to be there for me... I love the time spent with you... We had lots of quality time spent together and more to come. ya? Sometimes I might be too direct and short tempered but it was because I dont want anything to ruin our frenship & I do care alot for you.. Like what I want for my sister, I want to see you happy too... Together lets make it happen... I might not be a good listener and someone u can get comfort from but pls know that I am just a call away.. Lets move on from here... =)

I love all ya ppl... Thanks for everything! I am really glad that you guys are here!!!

2 bouquet of flowers

2007-09-02T22:55:00.000+08:00

Haha.. I am back to post some nice nice flowers le... Almost forget the flowers i receive on Monday and Fri... Thanks to mr K.. =)

Really nice flowers.. but waste money to send flowers twice in a week... Not everytime u make me mad then send flowers i ok le leh..

BBQ pix

2007-09-02T17:32:00.000+08:00

I am back to blog le lorx... Not that I dont want to update bloggie or upload the pix la...

Been so busy lorx... I realise that for August my entry only got 5 leh.. too little le horz.. But i think the coming few months is gonna be worse cos school gonna start next sat le... Time to pack pack all the enjoyments I have all these month and get back to books... Folks bear with me k? I will be free aft end Oct again...

All the minor event and outing I will not update le not because it is not important just that I dont have time and cant rem le la... Last sat had lots of fun BBQing... Special thanks to Vincent and Longhua... If not for the 2 man I think I would have die preparing everything.. It was a fruitful get together... Every week drink drank and drunk very siong de leh.. Well I will not talk so much and faster post the pic liaoz.. The pix will speak everything... =)

I look forward to the kelong trip.. Wait for me k? We shall go after my exam...

Mummy bdae pix

2007-08-24T21:09:00.000+08:00

Haha... I've finally updated the pix for mummi bdae le.. Sweet family pix... Love it so much..

Stroll below for a damn sweet pix.. Can anyone guess which is the pix i love besT?

2007-08-18T14:32:00.000+08:00

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hold
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

No mood to update

2007-08-16T21:11:00.000+08:00

I am soooo angry lorz..
Updated so many thing then don know what happen then ask me to re-sign in again...

I was talking about Granny.. I dreamt of her singing song for me to hear... So sweet... I am so happy to be able to see her again... =) Mah, I miss u soooo much.. Think this 7th month, uncle they all will pray.. Will go pay granny a visit...

To love without condition,
talk without intention,
To give without reason,
And to care without expectation is the heart of a truefriend...

No mood to re-update le.. Sighz...

Just wanna sae we are always there to support you! Jia You ooooOOOoo

Truth Hurts

2007-08-13T15:17:00.000+08:00

Lost in the light of the moon...I am searching for tomorrow...
Falling in sheer darkness, I seek for your hand to hold mine...
Every second my heart is craving for you and the pain of being without you
is overpowering my soul...
If only I could begin my life all over again with you...

This line sounds so sweet..
Yet how many ppl can achieve that... To really start all over again...

When it is time to let go.. Just let it go.. I know it's tough.. Time heals what reason cant...

There are always so many ppl around u to support you and hold you up....

Happy Bday Singapore

2007-08-09T15:43:00.000+08:00

Haven pen for a week half.. How are you peeps? Got miss my entry bo?
Recently really busy cos I've been spending days drinking and going out..
Cant rem exactly what I did...
A quick updates on a special occassion.. Mummy's bdae on 30th July.. Went out with my gugu and her husband for dinner at Plum Village... Dinner and cake cost me a $100 and no one wanna share with me.... But its ok la.. I've learnt that if one family is happy together it doesnt matter who pays... Will upload the pics soon... Haven seen mum smiling so happily..

Been meeting Brandon for the past few outings... Fri at Shin, Sat for movies and supper.. Last night at Shin again.... Glad that he can blend well with so many ppl... =)

Last night after Shin went down to Drangonfly lorz... @#%@%#$^%&(*&@#
Almost got into some fight.. Dont wish to write down what happen.. cos its not worth mentioning.. those peeps are just too SUX...

I dont know what to write le la... So tired... Going to prepare to go out le... Watching 881... Oh ya Perfect Stranger is a good show.. can catch...

I just wanna enjoy & spend more time with my frenz before my class starts in Sep... =(

Happy Birthday Singapore!!!

something interesting

2007-07-29T19:11:00.000+08:00

Now updates for the week.. Friday had a farewell dinner for my director.. She's gonna leave the bank on 31st Jul... Sad to know that she is leaving... Well she is a great boss... Without her, guess I wont be in Citi till today.. Not only that, I still rem all the things that she went all out to fight for me etc.. All those aside. I hope she takes good care of herself and my wishes for her are all beyond words...

After farewell dinner, went SHIN to join PR, QF and Dennis... Sighz.. Who knows we were the first to reach lor... Thanks to Matthew for driving Keline, Donald and myself there... After awhile QF and Dennis arrive actually decided to order beer after finishing the bottle of balance, but in the end we decided to order another martell... Sux lorz.. Can we do witout martell or liquor for a week? lol... PR and Charis finally reached.. And there goes the nite drinking away.. Was smoking outside when I saw Norman and Cris... They say they wanted to find a place for beer so ask them to join me for a short drink. Aiya I where got so nice de.. Of cos will force them to drink abit lah... When everyone got frenly wit each other they started to jio each other to drink.. Haha... Very fast the 1st bottle finished le.. Come e second bottle... Drinking drinking and drinking... Tot of those times we had in liquid was a few bottles every nite.. Haha.. Norman & Cris was telling me they haven been drinking that way for the longest time and there they are drinking like crazy that night.. Bu zhi bu jue we finished the 2nd bottle le.. Cris paid for the 3rd bottle.. All of us drink alot that nite except Keline Liu yet she's the first to puke.. Lol... WHy like that arh? How can we train u to be better? lol... Aiya anyway the last bottle still left with a bit la.. Pr can go finsh herself come Fri... haha... Horrible nite to have 3 bottles of martell..
Sat was more relaxing cos rainy day so slept the whole day, eat and sleep again.. Till about 7plus woke up see teebee then plan to watch movies... Catch Knocked Up @ bishan.. Hey its a very nice show, damn funni de.. If u guys like to have a good laugh can go catch that show.. Coming show I wanna watch is 881... Hehe...
Today laze at home whole day.. Sianz... Tomolo gonna work again..
Feel so broke...

Hey this is something interesting...

Updates

2007-07-28T19:56:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to blog recently..

Just here to update some pix at dblo last week... Last week's dblo was really not the usual dblo fun we had because my sister is having some problems...

QF, when it is time to let go let it be and u will be happier.. At this time, it is not important anymore what is the true and what not... I know that certain regardless of how many times we tell u, u might not listen cos u are confused and was blind at that time.. No one blame u... No matter how we still love and care for you. We'll never give up... Picked urself up start all over again....

LR, don worry about ur mama... All will be well... Will pray for her good health and grandma will bao you ur mama de k?

Bday Pix Part2

2007-07-22T19:57:00.000+08:00

Bdae Pix @ DblO Part 2

Bday Pix Part1

2007-07-22T15:53:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey... Finally got my bdae pic up and running... But this is only part 1... I will load the second part aft my nap.. Suddenly feel sleepy... I go for a short nap first.. Wake up then continue.. =)

My Bdae Pix @ DblO Part 1

2007-07-15T16:16:00.000+08:00

My blog new song lyrics... Love this song alot thou its a very old song...

真心

盼到了黎明
又怕让自己清醒
有多少未知的莫名委屈
要我强忍著不能哭泣
我真的累了
累得想放弃逃避
逃回那不再有谁会再乎的过去
走过了风雨
在身上留下了痕迹
回想起这一切百感交集
分不清该可悲还是欢喜
我真的累了
累得我无法继续
有谁能看见我那颗平凡执著的心
为何我用真心做的梦爱的人说的话
没有人愿意相信
而一个小小的天地只属於自己
却如此遥不可及
我只想用真心做个梦爱个人说些话
安静的面对命运
但这无奈的心情
我又能说给谁听

Back In action

2007-07-14T12:12:00.000+08:00

Hey hey.. I am back to blog lo...
Went back to werk on Wed... Sighz.. Got tonnes of things to do.. Emails to read.. OT and OT was what I did for the past few days... Damn tired..

Last night had a company dinner at Pan Pacific to celebrate the success of our NUMBERS in June... Wow been a long time since I had good food.. Last night was bbq food being serve at the table.. Wines and Beers are free too.. Drank quite alot last night.. Cos i love wines... =)

I was clearing my email and came across this email.. Nice leh.. Just wanna share with u peeps..
Enjoy reading...

Very Nice Touching Love Story to Share

He met her at a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised.

They sat at a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please; let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. "Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee." Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.

She asked him curiously; why he had this hobby? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, and I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much I miss my parents who are still living there". While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.

That was his true feelings, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can express his homesickness must be a man who loves his home, cares about home, and has responsibility for his home. Then she too started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, a beautiful beginning of their story.

They continued to date. She found out that he actually was the man who met all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, and then they lived a happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that¢s the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My dearest please forgives me, forgive the lie of my life. This was the only lie I ever said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous that time, I actually wanted some sugar, but I said salt instead. It was too embarrasing for me to take back so I just went ahead I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times but I was too afraid to do so as I had promised never to lie to you about anything...Now I'm dying, I'm afraid of nothing so I am telling you the truth: I don't like salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. I have had to take the salty coffee for my whole life with you and never had to feel sorry for it because I did it for you.

Having you with me is the biggest happiness in my entire life. If I could live a second time, I'd still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even if I if had to drink salty coffee again". Her tears made the letter totally wet.

One day someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee? It's sweet. She replied. Love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but to understand, not to hear but to listen, not to let go but to HOLD ON. Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

I'm stuck

2007-07-10T11:26:00.000+08:00

Arghhh... Stuck at home again... Nothing to do again lorz...

Ke lian de me just made barley for myself.. What to do...Nobody teng me so I teng myself lor... Wow.. sad damn pervert horz... Ya cos i am going crazy staying at home for 5 DAYS doing nothing but just sleep and watch TV... NO LIFE.... Arhggggg..

I hate this stupid fever & infection... Go away.. Go away....

Don't care gonna go out later.. Making a trip to M1 Paragon to change my SIM card cos my phone siao siao de.. I don't have voicemail activated but the phone got one small icon indicating i got voicemail.. Called M1 and they tell me need to go down to change the SIM card.. Sighz... Stupid thing like that also can happen... Lucky not me only. Keline also kana.. So i meeting her to go down and have it changed... =)

Need some fresh air outside after confining myself for so long... =)

Look at the amt of medication I've to take and been changing....

I am so glad that I've been such a ON blogger these few days.. Tomolo I am returning to work so I guess I wont have so much time to blog le.. I promise I will blog as often as I can...

My frenz surrounding me seems to have alot of problems.. Be it frenz nor relation which reflects on me too... Whatever it is, I always believe

"if there's a will; there's a way" it's up to individual how you perceive everything that happen to you! For all you know it is a good start to everything!

Smilez... You never know who's looking @ YOU

Pic for the BBQ nite & DBLO - 30th June

2007-07-09T13:04:00.000+08:00

Pix @ DBLO

We just love to be koala bears... lol....

Pix @ BBQ Nite...

Still not well leh.. how how how

2007-07-09T12:01:00.000+08:00

U guys must be surprise to see me blogging at this hours.. Simple reason lor... Cos i am on MC again.. Wake up early this morning to see doc again... Daddy fetch mummy from her workplace le then come drive me to Yishun to see Dr Tan... When we reached Yishun, ask the nurse who is the doc for the day she say it is Dr Lau... SIghz... Aft much decision we took a cab down to upper Thomson to see Dr Tan... The place seems so familiar to me... Y??? Cos i used to go there to see Dr Tan when I was veri small... Ha ha....
He gave me another jab today... Koaz.. I can feel the pain today lorz.. Then he still ask me pain ah? then he say infection jab usually will feel ache de.. OMG... Within 2 days i had 2 jab le and some more it is on the same spot.. Damn IT.. Was given 2 days of MC today... I don't intend to rest so many days la.. I will go back to work tomolo... Unless tonight for whatever reason i am not well..
Actually during these few days when I am so sick, i realise that no one will show concern to you as much as ur family members... Really...Who will wake up in the middle of the night to see if you are OK... Who will wake up in the middle of the night to ask u where u not feeling well and despite being so tired still have to run up and down to bring you go see doc.. Mum still call on me to check if I am ok a not when she is downstairs / at 5th auntie hse and she will cook things that i want to eat also... I must have made her even more tired these 2 days le.. But I am really thankful to her for her wu wei bu zi de care and concern...

Thinking back few years ago when I was very sick SL is very nice to walk all the way to AMK central just to buy me porridge lor... That's what frenz are for... Lucky she this fren i didn't bai Jio.. ha ha...

QF, mum will also take care of you as much as she take care of me when u are as seriously ill as me...
PR and Waiyin, thanks for coming up to see me last nite.. So touch.. ='(

Seriously sick

2007-07-07T21:04:00.000+08:00

This weekend was the worst ever weekend.. Y??? Cos I am SICK and is damn sick.. Was having slight fever Wed nite aft I reached home from work but still go to work on Thurs cos got meeting to attend to.. Left office to see doc.. Fever was 38.5 degree celsius that nite... Took medication regularly yet it still doesnt seems to help.. My fever is just not going down... Could sleep for the whole of last night... Whole body just feel so so hot and was also aching... Vomitted at about 4+ just before QF came back and she asked me why i mopped the floor.. Told her i just puke lorz..
I really feel very very xin ku and just feel like crying. I dont like this kinda feeling... Woke mummy up at about 5am aft I clean up and tell her to bring me to see doctor on Sat morning cos my fever not going down and i feel veri veri unwell..
Abt 8.40am Dad and Mum fetch me to the doctor at yishun... Went there waited 30min for the doctor.. Lucky we reached early to register lor.. Got so many patient there.. Supposingly mum wanna bring me there to see Dr Tan but he was not in and no choice got to see the other doc lorx.. Went in and measure temperature again.. this time 39.3 degree celsius... OMG... Doctor say my fever is too high le and need to go for injection...Wow I scare of injection one lor... LL.. Lying on the bed, let the doc give me a jab.. Wow I didnt even know that the jab is done lor... Couldnt feel any pain lor... But aft that u can feel the butt is numb lor... Came home had my b/f then take medication... Rest and Rest is all i did... Slept the entire day just now... Nothing much to do later on I am going to sleep again... =(
Sigh... I just wanna get well soon... The feeling sux..

To love is to let go

2007-07-02T15:00:00.000+08:00

To love is to let go...
i'll try letting it not to show..
another sad dae, i'm just letting it go..

Bday over leh

2007-07-01T14:42:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey... I know lah.. Very standard one lorz.. Ppl gonna say that I am lagging. This and That.. Anyhow I am back to blog le.. Pic for my bdae is still consolidating leh... Cos I have no time to come online so Rongz cannot send me..
Dont worry I will have it up by this week k? I promise...

Met up with Shufen and Sulin for dinner at Shaw Centre.. Sighz.. Xiu Qin cannot join us cos she work till 9+ lorz... Had lots of laugh and fun when we had our dinner at TCC.. After dinner I went down to KTV with SL to meet QF, Donald and Charis to drink and sing to our heart content.. Wasnt really in the mood to go anywhere but lucky I have those fren around me to cheer me up.. This year doesnt seems to be a good year for me.. Alot of thing happen and it happen so quickly that I dont even have the time to catch my breathe... K I shall talk less.. I wanna post pix le...

My dinner with SL & SF

Oh ya, last weekend I went to my cousin hse too.. Pass them the toy I bought for them de. Then those sweetie nieces of mine drew me bday card... They are so still little cutie...

To all my fren: Thanks for giving me such a wonderful bdae... I have alot to write but i don know where to start.. Sighz...

Am just me and myself....

23rd June - Bday Celebration @ Dblo (Lunar Bday)

2007-06-24T18:07:00.000+08:00

Woke up on Sat morning and mummy came into the room and ask me to take 4d for her and she cook mee suan for me with 2 eggs... My lunar bday yest.. Had a filling lunch lorz.. After which I head of the my cousin hse to visit my nieces.. Cos I buy some cute toys for them but forget to bring it with me last week.. Went to my cousin hse with QF and she left to go accompany senior citizen for KTV session while I stayed over to talk to my cousins and nieces. So sweet of them to draw me bday card lor... Rush home at 4+ cos I need to go Vivo City to do makeover... Haha.. Wait so long for cabbie to come home.. Ordered Mac for dinner and head down to DBLO to celebrate my bday and it so happen that yest was my Lunar Bday lorx...
Thanks to Donald who got his fren to book the tables for us.. Was fun last night.. But our DEAR MORRIS was not there... Disappointed lor...

Now not in the mood to update on my bday thingy.. Will do so the next 2 days... Pix taken will be up soon too... I am consolidating the pix...
Sighz.. today is Sunday again... Tomolo got to go back to work le.. To me my work is just like a war... Every day I will end up veri shack de lor...

Well spent weekend

2007-06-19T14:50:00.000+08:00

Hehe.. Lazy bummie is back to update her bloggie.. Was busy over the weekends so no time to do all the updates... Till today.. Surprise that I do updates today? Haha...Cos i took leave today to go cemetry to pay my respect to my beloved granny... Today is the no. 100th day since she left us.. Everytime when I think of her, I just get emotional and feel like crying.. Sighz... 100 days has past.. But I never miss her any bit lesser... Aft today I wonder when will it be the next time I can go pay my respect to her again.. I rem those times when I was still young, when grandpa's death anniversary comes we never fail to go my eldest auntie (Gim) hse.. But now things is different.. The "lin wei" is at 3rd uncle hse... Sighz... Mah I miss you.. I promise I whenever they need to go to the cemetry to pray I will always try to make it a point to go...

Ok enuff of those sad sad stuff... Lets do some updates on the thing i do over the weekends.. This weekend was well spent cos the lazy me who don usually go out on Sunday went out till 10+ then reach home.. haha....

Meet "AW" in Orchard to do shopping, eat and catch up.. Before i could reach I realise my heals is going to spoil le.. So we meet at Wisma instead of Taka... The first thing when I see him I was laughing away, cos he is holding onto a big umbrella.. He say to me, later you will know how useful this umbrella can be.. Who cares! haha.. I just spend the time laughing away... I like to time spend that day cos everything was so carefree.. We take our time to walk to Borders cos I wanna go to Zara to look for one top.. To my disappointment I cant find any.. Then we stop by coffeebean, had some drinks and cakes before we continue our walk to Far East to look for a heels to replace the spoil one... When I reach Far East, I got my heels in less than 20 min... Aft buying we walk pass another shop, I stop and look at the heels when I was about to ask if it looks nice, a voice was talking to me.. " I tot u just got a heels... So why are u still looking and trying it?" Sigh.. Deprive my rights from trying.. So naggy.. Lucky not my BF... If not I sure faintz... I replied... Then what to do... All i can is walk around and see other things.. When walking we saw Far East selling durian puff 20 for $8.80 and so we suddenly had the craving.. He wanted to buy that.. Then I say why not lets go to Goodwood Park.. Cos they sell v v v nice durian puff... When walking over from Far East.. Rain starts to fall.. Damn, that is when he can show off his umbrella.. I was telling him I don need him to shelter me la.. So small rain nia.. Again I am making the umbrella and him feel small.. haha... But he still insist lorx... Lol.. Aft the durian puff we talk a slow walk deciding where to settle our dinner before I go meet up my fren for KTVing..
Walk & walk till i am tired le.. So I suggest HMV for dinner Settle down at Lemongrass Restaurant (Thai Cusine)... The food was good leh... Price is reasonable too..
Haha... I will still go there again for dinner de.. The service is good too...
Talking and laughing away without realising that I am going to be late as I meet Charis at 10pm.. So I rush down to take cabbie.. Who knows no cabbie.. So I called for cab lor.. While calling for cab the rain suddenly become super heavy le.. And i was saying die liaoz la.. like that how to walk over the taxi stand.. cos there no shelter.. Lucky he is still around la.. So when my cabbie comes he shelter me over.. At that time I fill so xinfu leh.. Ppl looking at me like envy me like that..haha... Bu yao lian... Off the cab went, leaving him to go home alone.. Sorry AW... We will meet next week kays???
Below are the pix for Sat night...

Woke up on Sunday and suddenly had craving for Nonya dumpling but hse got none.. So I ask QF "eh want go bishan walk walk.. I wanna buy zhang?" Huh u only wanna go bishan ah.. I still thinking of somewhere further" she replied... So we ended up meeting Charis and go town.. Wow that day buy and spend alot... Cosmetic.. Top... Comb... Eat.. Taxi & some misc... Wow.. On top of buying all these for myself.. I still buy QF a blusher and a top lorx.. Sighz.. I am her credit card... haha.. funni leh.. I still force her to send me a msg say she owe me $30 for the top and if she don pay me i will throw away all her shoe and she did that.. QF, u better returm me the money.. haha... if not i am going to throw all ur shoe away.... I spend about 150+ that day... Heart so pain lor... Some more still let a taxt driver cheat my money... Booking cab on Sat, Sun & PH is only $2.50 but he charge me $4... when I asked him he still say ya lorz.. Booking is $4...I am not a nerd lor.. I am a cab queen leh.. I where got so stupid de.. So when I reach home, I called up LAke View and ask the stupid operator so F***ing rude.. I am going to compliant this to CASE le.. Lake View, pls wait to get blacklisted bah... So F up service...

Kays.. I m going to stop here first.. I feel so sleepy.. Going to take a short nappy... Bye byez... =)

Confused

2007-06-12T21:21:00.000+08:00

Arghh.. I m so confused... Still deciding which school to take for my degree course.. Damn it.. I am so old le.. Need to do my degree fast fast then can have a better career... I am prepared to go all the way out to study myself.. Time to be independant le..

I have already decided on the course.. I wanna do business management.. but which school can provide me the best leh? sighzzz...

Anyway i got good stuff to show u peeps..
I got myself a digi cam.. My 1st digi cam.. So excited lorx...
This is a bdae pressie for myself since bdae coming le...

Nice bo??

I simply love it...

More pix to come since I finally got a digi cam.. Yeah...

How trueful a fren r u?

2007-06-10T20:15:00.000+08:00

Let's do a short updates for the past 1 week...

First day of the week, I was already drinking away.. Sighz... Spend lots that night for the drinks and all the food.. We had lotsa sausages of different sizes that night.. *grin* Almost dream of sausages running aft me.. It was fun drinking with new companies of frenz... More drinking sessions to come... Oh ya special mention.. Jess went drinking with us too... =)

Wed was a citibankers nite @ wala... Its been such long time since we last had a gathering..
As usual, beer beer and more beers for the night.. I intended to leave at 10pm.. Kaoz.. Stupid Marcus was talking to me non stop, gossiping the night away till 12am... Pengz... I was already like so sleepy.. But thanks to him, at least i saw TC that nite.. I'm gonna catch up with him real real soon...
Been so busy with work lately that i always fail to meet him and of cos many other frenz.. Bday coming le, i think i'm gonna take leave to rest and be alone to sort out some of my thinking.. At the same time I hope that I can spend time to catch up with some frenz..

Gonna finalize my school and course I wanna take and go register le.. Haiz.. I am going to be a qiong shu sheng le.. haha... No clubbing also good.. Can save more..
Oh BTW clubbers and smoker, from 1st Jul onwards, government is going to ban smoking in night spot.. Its gonna be a good chance to quit smoking as well.. Yeah... I am going to try quitting too...

Agnes is going to Perth to study le. Was chatting with her last night on msn.. We were talking about those clubbing days.. Sighz.. Gonna miss those days when she is drunk and she will sing my song "QingQing He Bian Cao".. haha... Oh babe, as mention we shall have one more clubbing session before u leave to Perth even if I dont celebrate my bdae.. *Promise*

Last Fri was our dear Clara's last day @ citi, gonna miss this bitch.. haha.. Anyway, all the best to you... I believe the future is gonna be much brighter.. Shall catch up soon... Miss ya!

I need lotsa $$$ for my study... =(

Outing with 2 little cutie nieces

2007-06-09T22:49:00.000+08:00

This is the first time after so long since I bring my nieces out... Years back my family used to have some mis-understanding with my cousin's family hence we haven been in contacts for very long.. I am happy that this thing was resolved.. This must have been a blessing from Granny... Thanks lots granny.. It was during granny's funeral that my cousin starts to get close and talk to us.. Today I even went to her hse to pick my nieces to go out for lunchie and a little shopping..

When I reach Rong and PR is already at her hse so I went to my cousin's stall to look for her before going out and we strike a little conversation as well.. I am so glad that now this thing slowly resolved and I hope one day we can have new year dinner again. Before things turn sour we always have lotsa fun today at one of my auntie hse... Those were the daes...

We had lunchie at Seoul Garden, wow that was a long lunchie leh.. We ate alot and had so much laughter.. After which we went shopping coz wanna find a bday gift for ah b... Her bday is coming soon... sad to say we cannot find a nice waller that she likes.. So ended up empty handed.. But i promise her that i will deliver the bday gift to her next week.. =)

We went to Rongz hse for a while before sending the 2 cuties home... I spend a happy time with them today.. Happy times passes just at a wink.. I hope I can bring them out more often... More to come cuties...

Pix for DBLO on 2nd June

2007-06-09T12:48:00.000+08:00

I know you guys must be waiting a long time for the pix.. Here u go...

Ready to go...
One more shot before going out
Bestest Bud & Me
Char & Me
My scandal
Char & Dennise
Me & Ah Beng
Dennise & Hida
Me & Dennise

David, Dennis & George
Kenny, David, George & Dennis
David & Dennise
Dennise & Felicia
Dennis & George

Mor, Felicia & Char
Act cute
Act Cute again
she's missing my dearest cousin

She just loves to take pix
Lesbian
Lesbian 2 (pardon them)
I dont know what they're doing
Best bud, Char & me
I love this pic
Cha's new target

Forced to kiss?
So lovely
Kiss me pls?

Hida & Felicia
Babes?
Dennis & Felicia
Donald & Dennis
What is he looking @?

The stars looks great tonight
Cher, mor and me
Dennis & me
Me & Char
Forever acting cute

Going back to work again

2007-06-03T19:22:00.000+08:00

Went dblo last night.. Dont ask me if it is fun a not.. No comments abt that... I do have some pix to update also but I'm gonna wait for Cher to send me her's will posted in the next few daes..

Haiz... After a long long weekend hols.. I really don feel like going to work tomorrow... Sighz.. I feel super tired lorz.. Yet tomolo the first thing is meeting at 9.30am.. Damn it... I bring my laptop home thinking i wanna work over the weekend, but obviously i am out everyday so where got mood to do my work.. I woke up at 11.30am to watch teebee then fall back to sleep till 4++pm.. Hmm think i got a hard time going to sleep tonight..

Kays I think i'm gonna stop here.. So tired.. Don feel like writing too much..
I am just moody and upset.. Oh btw i am not gonna celebrate bday..
Don ask me why..
Everyone can save up ur pressie..

Oh ya, 2nd June was my beloved Cousin's bday...
Happi bday to you Chunie!
I hope the call I made touches you! =)
Come back soon! Missing Ya...

Pix from Dblo gallery.. 19th May

Sometimes... I wished I didnt Care..